FEBRUARY 1999

--the morning of the second night it all ends (first entry)
--afterwards
--test pattern
--falls to climb
--i don't sleep, i dream
--radio free europe
--dead to the world
--hats off to larry / a glaring omission
--so fast, so numb
--when i feel again
--what's the frequency, kenneth?
--crush with eyeliner
--feeling gravitys pull
--25
--i don't sleep, i dream #2

MARCH 1999

--suicaine gratification
--perfect circle
--let me in
--how the west was won and where it got us
--bang and blame
--time out of mind
--can't get there from here
--don't be late
--flying on the ground is wrong
--reasons to be beautiful
--circus envy
--the speed of pain
--bittersweet me
--country feedback
--electro-shock blues: elizabeth on the bathroom floor
--electro-shock blues: going to your funeral part i
--electro-shock blues: cancer for the cure
--electro-shock blues: my descent into madness
--electro-shock blues: 3-speed
--electro-shock blues: hospital food
--electro-shock blues: electro-shock blues
--electro-shock blues: efil's god
--electro-shock blues: going to your funeral part ii
--electro-shock blues: last stop: this town
--electro-shock blues: climbing to the moon
--electro-shock blues: ant farm
--electro-shock blues: dead of winter
--electro-shock blues: the medication is wearing off
--electro-shock blues: p.s. you rock my world

APRIL 1999

--into the night
--joining you
--so pure
--self-defense
--final hurrah
--lookin' out forever
--strange currencies
--no points for honesty
--universal constant
--momentum
--countdown
--vigil
--low
--diminished
--sycophant
--goth orpheus
--the climb
--tantrum
--spirit
--halo five, track four       (repeated 8/21/99)
--thesis
--situation
--internally
--externally
--in a chapel bodily termination
--ashes to ashes
--escape
--regret
--revenge
--reverie gone astray

MAY 1999

--loss
--magic transformation
--acquiescence
--alt
--litmus
--cryptorchild
--natural
--return
--equality
--up
--reflection
--endgame
--bodies
--futures
--defenses
--cultures
--leaders
--denials
--nametags
--rejections
--outcomes
--indignities
--successes
--emotions
--condemnations
--projections
--paranoias
--incomes
--obsessions
--afflictions

JUNE 1999

--waiting to derail
--parallels
--sullen girl
--what's simple is true
--violet
--consolidation
--nothing'severgonnastandinmyway (again)
--clearance
--indicators
--promises
--the minute of decay
--roots
--stems
--slide
--derivation
--nadir
--spark
--habeus corpus
--to ramona
--find the river
--use once & destroy
--the ugly truth
--songs of recurrence
--storm warning
--stage fright
--reflecting pool
--untitled blues
--reckoning
--rub it 'til it bleeds
--i & i

JULY 1999

--fundamentally loathsome
--the fugitive kind
--energy
--codependence
--tourniquet
--the tourniquet prosthetic dance mix
--forget the flowers
--social
--the last dog and pony show
--if
--mercury
--downswing
--coma white
--severe minority
--poison
--hyrdocodone
--currents
--alternation
--organic
--tomorrowing
--irregularities
--oxidization
--everclear
--veil
--ritual
--reception
--try not to breathe
--salvation
--salivation
--spectacle

AUGUST 1999

--within
--recoil
--heresy
--watching, remembering
--in the rain
--no color here
--departure
--trust
--yield
--wishlist
--faithfull
--deformography
--a simple prop to occupy my time
--fables of the reconstruction
--the morning of the third night it all ends
--the reflecting god
--entrenchment
--the darkest night of all
--doll parts
--miss world
--halo five, track four
--being there
--a.m.
--strafe
--just my imagination
--pretty persuasion
--penultimate
--dispatch
--dead air
--reset
--home stretch

SEPTEMBER 1999

--unicorn
--electrolite
--lotus
--midway
--arc
--weld
--fissure
--before we were so rudely interrupted
--the last night on earth
--this is beyond your experience
--somewhere in between
--alone together
--jacking up
--bottoming out
--the great beyond
--a million miles
--i think that i would die
--next motherfucker gonna get my metal
--low desert
--thunder & lightning
--deeper in
--awful
--creatures of habit and will
--i am stretched on your grave
--metallic icing
--ask for it
--nothin' is perfect
--maps and legends
--funeral parlor
--good advices

OCTOBER 1999

--walk unafraid
--bite the bullet
--reconstruction of the fables
--rewind
--exhuming mccarthy
--that voice again
--one above and one below
--apex
--that to which the flesh is heir
--halo ten, track seven
--prime of life
--every waking hour
--is this what you wanted
--near wild heaven
--leaders and followers
--you are the everything
--burn and coil like cigarettes
--underneath the bunker
--new test leper
--one more weekend
--eclipse
--exsanguineous
--running dry
--everybody knows this is nowhere
--can't not
--love to burn
--dirige, domine, in conspectu tuo vitam meam
--catapult
--shaking through
--driver 8
--a little ghost for the offering

NOVEMBER 1999

--resuscitation
--weight of the world
--violent side
--hippie dream
--bad news beat
--touch the night
--people on the street
--hard luck stories
--i got a problem
--pressure
--drifter
--chronic town
--poster torn
--weeping will
--wolves, lower
--gardening at night
--carnival of sorts (boxcars)
--1,000,000
--stumble
--sitting still
--this film is on
--it's on a maddening loop
--raise your arms up to the sky
--i believe
--the root of all evil
--grindstone
--solace
--restoration
--monster
--can't not

DECEMBER 1999

--the morning of the fourth night it all ends
--hiatus
--inauguration
--she's a jar
--surrender
--second guessing
--echoes
--time and distance are out of place here
--buy the sky and sell the sky
--inauguration of the mechanical christ
--defamation
--conversion
--consonance
--too much rope
--three wishes
--it's a miracle
--malediction
--would not come
--reparation
--document
--disturbance
--for no one
--voice of harold
--no comfort or joy
--star me kitten
--these corrosives do their magic slowly and sweet
--signs of the times
--turn you inside-out
--fixin' to die
--see that my grave is kept clean
--in my time of dying

JANUARY 2000

--new morning
--day of the locusts
--time passes slowly
--went to see the gypsy
--blackout
--winterlude
--if dogs run free
--sign on the window
--(placeholder)
--three angels
--father of night
--deathwatch
--two
--the low spark
--the feeling begins
--gethsemane
--of these, hope
--lazarus raised
--of these, hope - reprise
--in doubt
--a different drum
--zaar
--troubled
--open
--before night falls
--with this love
--sandstorm
--stigmata
--passion
--with this love - choir
--wall of breath

FEBRUARY 2000

--the promise of shadows
--disturbed
--it is accomplished
--bread and wine
--something in the way
--jesus doesn't want me for a sunbeam
--all apologies
--moving through time
--call and answer
--camerA
--stumble
--commemoration
--someone to pull the trigger
--princes familiar
--windout
--bury the hatchet
--dark water
--the way out is through
--pilgrimage
--binky the doormat
--not dark yet
--new no. 1
--time jesum transeuntum et non riverentum
--where the fire is
--forget it, it's a mystery
--deliver me from mine enemies
--free among the dead
--this is the law of the plague
--we shall not accept your quarantine

MARCH 2000

--deliver me
--yiati o ozoe
--psalm 22
--psalm 88
--lamentations
--sono l'antichristo
--la trezième revient (the thirteenth returns)
--l'heautontimioroumenos (1857) (self-tormentor)
--artémis (1854)
--cris d'aveugle (1873)
--you must be certain of the devil
--swing low sweet chariot
--double-barrel prayer
--let's not chat about despair
--birds of death
--let my people go
--malediction
--the lord is my shepherd
--quod erat demonstrandum
--dead souls
--underworld
--the quality of mercy
--elysium
--cornerstone
--letter Never seNt
--don't dare me to breathe
--second GuessinG
--in habentibus symbolum facilis est transitus
--trouble with classicists
--me, i disconnect from you
--open house

APRIL 2000

--i'm looking forward to joining you, finally
--unaffected
--the big comedown
--talk about the passion
--first, we take manhattan
--blood on the tracks
--hidden creatures
--home by the sea
--second home by the sea
--367
--iodine
--harsh stone white
--down where we belong
--angry flesh
--revendication
--macerative impulses
--wasabi burn
--spasmolytic
--persistence of vision
--when the ship comes in
--mirage
--somniferous
--martin luther zen
--vivere est cogitare
--digging in the dirt
--it means a lot, coming from you
--a warm place
--gunshy
--pets or meat
--the only time

MAY 2000

--workbook
--copper blue
--deep down trauma hounds
--paranoia key of e
--mystic child
--mad
--ecstasy
--modern dance
--tatters
--future farmers of america
--turning time around
--white prism
--rock minuet
--baton rouge
--like a possum
--rouge
--big sky
--resumption
--windmill aggression
--discontents
--temporary like achilles
--anathema
--homespun
--...still
--just like you imagined
--tidal
--carrion
--meretricious
--hitchhiker
--gone like kohoutek
--which will

JUNE 2000

--10 miles high
--remission
--goin' back to harlan
--sempiternal
--harangue
--rediminished
--riptide
--see no evil
--torn curtain
--egress
--marquee moon
--a month of sundays
--immure
--rara avis
--scapegrace
--facileness
--endomorph
--aftermath
--admonition
--lullaby
--most of the time
--causal synchronicity
--force majeure
--flyswatter
--cancer of everything
--idiot wind
--a daisy through concrete
--curve
--home
--never is a promise

JULY 2000

--the way things are
--flummoxation
--abreactive
--like ice like fire
--gates of eden
--what's real and what is not
--it's all right, ma (i'm only bleeding)
--cold irons bound
--the mark has been made
--4:30am (apparently they were travelling abroad)
--4:33am (running shoes)--4:37am (...and west german skies)
--4:39am (for the first time today, part 2)
--4:41am (sexual revolution)
--4:47am (the remains of our love)
--4:50am (go fishing)
--4:56am (for the first time today, part 1)
--4:58am (dunroamin, duncarin, dunlivin)
--5:01am (the pros and cons of hitchhiking part 10)
--5:06am (every strangers eyes)
--5:11am (the moment of clarity)
--change your mind
--blue eden
--a dream that can last
--leave
--undertow
--geek the girl
--the suck for your solution
--in a silent way
--passenger
--pure and easy

AUGUST 2000

--no god only religion
--dive
--miasma
--among the multitude
--blood of the lamb
--secret of the sea
--feed of man
--watching me fall
--indulgence not compulsion
--deathly
--sublimation
--driving sideways
--slip away (a warning)
--lubucration
--equanimity
--cop shoot cop
--forever, now
--c17h19no3
--the blessing of the pig
--lead poisoning
--seven blackbirds
--faded
--roses from my friends
--blue of my oblivion
--die wölfe kommen zurück
--1000 lights
--on the bound
--the child is gone
--djangology
--limp
--electric mainline

SEPTEMBER 2000

--take your time
--shine a light
--pure phase
--nuages
--smoke rings
--anaesthetics
--the will to live
--locum temens
--cenotaph
--ladiesandgentlemenwearefloatinginspace
--astral dustbin dirge
--the 13th
--medication
--dark entries
--burnt with water
--walking with jesus
--future 40s
--abbatoir
--disconsolation
--halo ten, track ten
--(version)
--missed
--dry
--highlands
--all the right friends
--everything in its right place
--take good care of it
--der himmel über berlin
--the rule

OCTOBER 2000

--special spices, so to speak
--broken things
--callow
--how to disappear completely
--duckstab
--...wormwood, wormwood...
--you can sleep while i drive
--expiration date
--pancho & lefty
--nostrum
--forgiven not forgotten
--violently happy
--human behaviour
--interregnum
--seeing strange lights
--acrobat
--ultraviolet (light my way)
--26 unknown carcinogens
--i don't wanna talk about it now
--deconsecration
--when you awake
--discretion
--tabula rasa
--cvalda
--androgynous noise hand permeates
--the sound of confusion
--play for today
--every bright body gleams green
--digilogue
--the dark end of the street

NOVEMBER 2000

--something is sacred
--seven hours sleep
--remember the mountain bed
--disassociative
--blue sunshine
--forever changed
--talk of one, thought of none
--waiting underground
--peace and noise
--scorched earth
--no love lost
--what goes on
--the mercy seat
--late home tonight
--at the end of the century
--poles apart
--standing proud before the signal
--morituri salutant
--one time one place
--all this useless beauty
--the other end of the telescope
--complicated shadows
--i ain't marchin' anymore
--estate sale
--sine qua non
--did she jump or was she pushed
--hurry down doomsday
--a far cry from dead
--no deeper blue
--a song for

DECEMBER 2000

--famous blue raincoat
--dress rehearsal rag
--a copy of an imitation
--so much for the afterglow
--the last kind word
--godeatgod
--the love song
--the fight song
--disposable teens
--target audience (narcissus narcosis)
--"president dead"
--in the shadow of the valley of death
--cruci-fiction in space
--a place in the dirt
--the nobodies
--the death song
--the lamb of god
--born again
--your burning flag
--coma black
--a) eden eye
--b) apple of discord
--valentine's day
--the fall of adam
--king kill 33°
--count to six and die (the vacuum of infinite space encompassing)
--your demographic and the people who love you
--the hair of the dog
--morpheus laughing
--cry wolf
--deep in the heart of nowhere

JANUARY 2001

--back at the beginning
--sinking, spinning
--closedown
--there are no more tickets to the funeral
--out of my depth
--land of sunshine
--smaller and smaller
--larvatus
--sooner or later
--rubbing doesn't help
--a small victory
--ignoti et quasi occulti
--a cool dry place
--don't take it too bad
--no place to fall
--waiting round to die
--cuckoo is a pretty bird
--stuck in a moment you can't get out of
--empty glass
--all the best cowboys have chinese eyes
--the sea refuses no river
--outlive the dinosaur
--don't look
--different insects
--pale and precious
--you should have seen the ratings that day
--no man's land
--39
--home of the brave
--the first flower after the flood
--killing for company

FEBRUARY 2001

--song for dead time
--reoccurring dreams
--zen arcade
--candy apple grey
--love's secret domain
--the process
--burning world
--prosthetic synthesis with butterfly
--sealed up with virgin stitch
--no way
--low light
--mfc
--flies are waiting
--the sporting life
--disconnect
--ready ready (15728)
--the lincolnshire poacher
--lacuna
--baby let your hair grow long
--god loves america
--blue red and grey
--she's your lover now
--when i paint my masterpiece
--down in the flood
--don't drink the water
--territorial pissings
--heart shaped box

MARCH 2001

--idee fixe
--thicker than blood
--2:35
--perfect prescription
--when tomorrow hits
--my secret reason
--transparent radiation (flashback)
--thrasher
--things'll never be the same
--electric mainline
--river of pride
--diamonds and pollen
--low life form
--60 second wipe out
--caesar had it coming
--when pornography is no longer enough
--with knife (left to die with many cuts)
--with brutal force (my pleasure your pain)
--with control (message to the mother)
--with murderous passion (homage to de sade)
--with venomous contempt (f.b.c.)
--with a beauty beyond compare (slow torture)
--copyright infringement is your best entertainment value
--etaoin shrdlu
--door
--rug
--grave
--mirror
--water
--esrever
--avoid missing ball for high score

APRIL 2001

--anamnesis
--irreality
--let there be more light
--notary sojac
--psychocandy
--colorless green ideas sleep furiously
--____ - myopia
--ramble tamble
--just like honey
--the living end
--taste the floor
--the hardest walk
--cut dead
--in a hole
--taste of cindy
--never understand
--inside me
--sowing seeds
--my little underground
--you trip me up
--something's wrong
--it's so hard
--life and how to live it
--ages of you
--sufferingfromtheheartbreakofpersonalappearancedysphoria
--you know it's true
--sway
--the morning of the fifth night it all ends
--the individual
--linctus house

MAY 2001

--penumbra
--corona
--totality
--egression
--...of love and colors
--angel sigh
--200 bars
--my favorite game
--roots and wings
--this sentence is true
--shine like it does
--negative 3
--eye
--ends of the earth
--the lifting
--i've been high
--all the way to reno (you're gonna be a star)
--she just wants to be
--disappear
--saturn return
--beat a drum
--imitation of life
--summer turns to high
--chorus and the ring
--i'll take the rain
--beachball
--in a hand or a face
--embracing the electromagnetic flow
--buried voices, screaming your name
--the calvary cross
--2JN

JUNE 2001

--softer, softest
--the great divide
--without rings
--distant camera
--visions of johanna
--obviously 5 believers
--face of scars
--assume power focus
--lonely girls
--steal your love
--i envy the wind
--blue
--out of touch
--are you down
--essence
--reason to cry
--get right with god
--bus to baton rouge
--broken butterflies
--careless idle chatter
--merely nodding
--raw mode of life
--rumour and dishonour
--ugliness is a form of genius
--dancing barefoot
--one by four by nine
--heathen earth
--cornets

JULY 2001

--the old man smiled
--after cease to exist
--the world is a war film
--persuasion u.s.a.
--aluminum or glass: the memo
--subjective loss, day 83
--sunsquashed
--KOE-vin
--let it come down
--nobody 'cept you
--gutless
--metavoid
--messianic ghosts
--citadels and minarets
--reinforcement
--a million scars, a million promises
--adremochrome
--20 jazz funk greats
--beachy head
--still walking
--tanith
--convincing people
--exotica
--hot on the heels of love
--persuasion
--walkabout
--what a day
--six six sixties
--discipline (berlin)
--discipline (manchester)
--ab/7a

AUGUST 2001

--e-bow the letter
--higher beings command
--i am the green child
--beige
--lowest common abominator
--freebase chakra
--tunnel of goats
--constant shallowness leads to evil
--blood and electronics
--yankee hotel foxtrot
--something in the air
--tenderness of wolves
--from out of nowhere
--epic
--falling to pieces
--surprise! you're dead!
--zombie eaters
--the real thing
--underwater love
--the morning after
--woodpecker from mars
--edge of the world
--body drop
--sun blindness music
--summer heat
--the second fortress
--table of the elements
--salutary and medicinal
--this magic stuff
--the wake-up bomb

SEPTEMBER 2001

--are you shivering?
--how to destroy angels
--the sleeper
--remotely
--tectonic plates
--dismal orb
--absolute elsewhere
--stones and pistols
--distortions
--the big reveal
--epoch shift
--astral disaster
--flaming red
--towers of faith
--folded flags
--even in silence
--what god wants
--perfect sense
--perfect sense, part ii
--amused to death
--overcast
--failing yesterday
--for you
--dreamlanding
--one red year
--the sordid light of morning
--shine
--endscape
--sunshower
--beautiful soul

OCTOBER 2001

--the dead part of you
--what the pillar of salt held up
--negation of the predicate
--the diamond sea
--embers
--conflagration
--tilt
--oblivium
--subhuman
--red bats with teeth
--mechanism of occupant ejection
--trained condition of obedience
--mountains falling
--'til the band comes in
--the union forever
--downward is heavenward
--llorando (crying)
--foggy notion
--what sound
--all tomorrow's parties
--suicide underground
--magnificent seventies
--freeze out
--world gone wrong
--an evening of contemporary sitar music
--queens of the circulating library
--batwings (a limnal hymn)
--cry for a shadow

NOVEMBER 2001

--last horse on the sand
--let me down gently
--the angelic conversation
--ascension
--enochian calling
--angelic stations
--finite bees
--cave of roses
--sun ascension
--madriiax
--escalation
--never
--enochian calling ii
--montecute
--the dirty jobs
--red right hand
--pads, paws and claws
--pretty 50s
--eDNA 2SRL
--strengthener
--the mind control matrix
--wron9 num6er gener8tor
--can odyssey
--a sword in the garden
--zeroes
--hellinahat
--prickly logic
--nyquist oxide
--behind the rainbow
--come in number 51, your time is up

DECEMBER 2001

--poor places
--...your secret is safe with us
--color, sound, oblivion
--4st 7lb
--that's not really funny
--woman driving man sleeping
--liquids, blood or diagnostics
--the sound of fear
--still feel gone
--the long cut
--the hat on the bed
--what is this note?
--living in the material world (that's not a madonna reference)
--far from me
--can i sleep now?
--drifting in wire
--o.d. catastrophe
--tuesday breakdown
--no reason
--a light 'til doomsday
--born with wings
--bipolar outflow
--you did not exist
--grinding into emptiness
--the light in the trees
--sharpening her talons
--dante's anthropomorphic zoo
--hecklers chant
--dolls inside the walls
--toys that don't care

JANUARY 2002

--ballad of the panatonic
--brown dwarf
--myoclyonic lullaby
--hellhole
--mating rituals of the bespectacled ver. 2.1
--below the bellows
--signals from above
--wood floors
--you little punks think you own this town
--rags to rags
--suspicion yourself, don't get caught
--i remember california
--loop
--destroy the flower
--expecting rain
--4th time around
--from a buick 6
--it takes a lot to laugh, it takes a train to cry
--purifying fire
--fixing a hole
--when your way gets dark
--high water everywhere
--not ready yet
--zyclon b zombie
--bella neurox
--the butcher's block
--morning bell
--backwards overload
--under rug swept
--horizontal hold
--21 things

FEBRUARY 2002

--hands clean
--flinch
--so unsexy
--precious illusions
--that particular time
--you owe me nothing in return
--surrendering
--packt like sardines in a crushd tin box
--reservations
--potkettleblack
--adrift and at peace
--gone, still
--no more boleros
--one too many mornings
--everything must go
--somewhere/nowhere
--life in the whale
--opening of the earth
--purification to numbness
--the body in the basement is finally moving
--silencio
--spiral
--soliloquy for lilith
--scratches and dust
--stone of night
--bus stop boxer

MARCH 2002

--nothing in the sky but air
--daisies of the galaxy
--guest list
--oil water
--this is moon musick
--gold is the metal
--the fairy maide
--the sixth toe
--black sheep
--sister k.
--suspense
--vanness
--lily
--cottoncandy underground
--toothpick fantasy
--love, alice
--taking your life in your hands
--in the library of force
--LHOOQ
--church of anthrax
--working through the nail
--fairy tales of slavery
--hometime
--style it takes
--silence is sexy
--force the hand of fate
--don't tell a soul
--we'll inherit the earth

APRIL 2002

--more, now, again
--another ufo
--twilight time
--fratres
--chants of race and emptiness
--step into the breeze
--symphony space
--call o' the glen
--the best thing that never happened
--in c
--vision and voice
--sea of grass
--vampiresa mujer
--davon geht die welt nicht unter
--end of the season
--hard day on the planet
--of mendocino
--weird like us
--adventurer
--lunar cement sidewalk
--shooting dirty pool
--complex numbers
--magnetized light
--across the borderline
--choke intro
--you gotta sell
--this or that
--song after song
--tweens control
--choke rechop

MAY 2002

--the weatherman's instrument demo
--millennial child
--metal death
--family radio
--it's only music
--downloading
--david's dreams
--postdream
--sales technique
--here we go
--noise barn
--the swinging reflective
--earth covers earth
--god in three persons
--strange attractor
--place where the black stars hang
--i don't want to be the one
--the mothership and the fatherland
--2nd son syndrome
--air to the drone
--requiem for dying mothers, part 1
--requiem for dying mothers, part 2
--down 3
--austin texas mental hospital, part 1
--austin texas mental hospital, part 2
--austin texas mental hospital, part 3
--broken harbors, part 1
--broken harbors, part 2
--broken harbors, part 3
--mulholland
--the lonely people (are getting lonelier)

JUNE 2002

--gasfarming
--piano aquieu
--fac 21
--ballad of distances, part 1
--ballad of distances, part 2
--a love song (for cubs), part 1
--a love song (for cubs), part 2
--a love song (for cubs), part 3
--the first five minutes after death
--wise old me
--one's own place
--many are called
--counterweight
--projection esemplastic for white noise
--who by fire
--her friends the wolves
--sugar coma
--sense of adventure
--even deeper
--everything is free
--acts of senseless beauty
--either open or unsound
--bloodclot
--a window of possible organic development
--into my vein
--paranoid inlay
--around the world
--the order of things
--aqua regis
--going through the motions

JULY 2002

--fearful symmetry
--four ways of saying five
--theme for the sleepless
--older and far away
--the resonant memory of earth
--land of sacred silence
--a well tuned piano
--the milk was delivered in black bottles
--chill in the air
--jesus, etc.
--perfect from now on
--blood from the air
--worship the glitch
--sour times
--interstate
--she walks on me
--all the things she said
--who'll fall
--transparent
--7-methoxy-b-carboline (telepathine)
--2,5 dimethoxy-4-ethyl-amphetimine(doet/hecate)
--5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyl
--4-indolol, 3-[2-(dimethylamino)ethyl],phosphate ester:(psilocybin)
--sick of food
--magenta beauty
--one percent
--not broadcast quality
--gone again
--summer cannibals
--the wicked messenger
--farewell reel

AUGUST 2002

--black tide
--silence teaches you how to sing
--calm under the waves
--in the blue of my oblivion
--other airwaves
--shoot the receptacle
--whatever's lying around
--mnemonic induction
--pivot cycle
--the confidential agent
--via chicago
--ELT
--lull
--killykillkilly (a fire sermon)
--illumination
--lonesome day blues
--flotsam and jetsam
--sicktone
--sewn open
--schiziphrenesis
--humoral response
--let her go into the darkness
--ixaxaar
--(i keep a) close watch
--junkie's promise
--hate is the new love
--candy floss
--the artificial pine
--the last birth in heaven
--big city (everybody i know)
--magazine called sunset

SEPTEMBER 2002

--not of the season
--some days are better than others
--the circlemakers
--take his name in vain
--buy anything
--negative earth positive sky
--silent testifier
--tainted obligation
--moonrock footnotes
--heed the sun
--ashes of american flags
--the scream of the woodcock
--venus stopped the train
--a queston no one ever asks
--passenger side
--the unified theory of everything
--outtasite (outtamind)
--everybody had a hard year
--outtamind (outtasite)
--when you wake up feeling old
--turning your orbit around
--surrogate drone
--waiting for it to end
--blues for sister someone
--up for grabs
--generally regarded as safe
--six for new time
--the ghost of electricity
--numbed in moscow
--come down easy

OCTOBER 2002

--growing up in public
--already one
--a minor star
--plowing time again
--time of no reply
--ag canadh thuas sa speir
--arc of flight
--big brain small brain
--09-15-00
--rockets fall on rocket falls
--motherfucker=redeemer
--yanqui u.x.o.
--tones in red
--methods of torture
--yellow black and rectangular
--somewhere there's a feather
--i'll keep it with mine
--it was a pleasure then
--blacklisted
--the litanies of satan
--wild women with steaknives
--an instructional sound film
--tree descendant
--nothing was delivered
--deviant receptacle
--the sadness of things
--its grave and beautiful name
--the last day of summer
--sangre en todas las lugares
--clockwork chartreuse
--born by the wires

NOVEMBER 2002

--the beginning reinterpreted
--luminous horizon
--small change
--sin ella
--looks like a tablecloth
--prophecy is ragged and dirty
--a benevolent psychopathology
--graveyard shift
--stretch your skin
--rush hour on the event horizon
--primacy of number
--colder still
--invito al cielo
--goodbye twentieth century
--suspended in light
--be little with me
--before top dead center
--tape hiss makes me happy
--looking for a way out
--through alien empires
--okno non konec
--going inland
--breathing the pulse
--the dead side of the moon
--dust breeding
--i will surround you
--the better angels of our nation
--hallucination orbit

DECEMBER 2002

--meshes of the evening
--shoot or defenestrate
--adagio to silence
--your name is limitless
--prelude to the teds
--riding solar winds
--metastatic response
--we are 0:00
--on the third extreme
--the last question
--insufficient data for a meaningful answer
--making orange things
--slaapkamers met slagroom
--stil
--herinneringen
--anagrama
--improvisation ajoutee
--tremens
--mieux: de corrosion
--hungara vivo
--radio-amatoroj
--edges
--treatise
--architectura celesti
--nodlaig soghach
--it's a wonderful lie
--always returning
--endless endless
--milk it
--dark companion
--taphead

JANUARY 2003

--a low frequency inversion field
--dusk red walls
--timbral planes
--maintain circulation
--hoc est signum sangre meum
--peace is the end of all media transmissions
--lagging
--avec laudenum
--churning of the ocean
--railroad to kali
--the dead magician
--no noise
--drench
--my peace, my empathy
--old age
--undulating terrain
--elemental trigger
--time starts again
--opal dream while in cairns
--downturn
--pathless
--delusion fields
--sic transit gloria
--omnipresent boundary
--in weaker moments
--these are the thoughts
--snake eyes and sissies
--hour of the trace
--how our perception of distance is changed
--shadowfall
--darkness light darkness

FEBRUARY 2003

--field of lost edges
--from the tide
--her fog, her amphetamines and her pearls
--a gradual awakening
--sad songs and waltzes
--the insufficiency of explanation
--from consciousness to nowhere
--circular breathing
--feed your enemies
--sleep has his house
--niemandswasser
--number nine
--shadow out of time
--among icebergs
--temporal tributary
--the llama's dream
--the empty reservoir
--setting course
--persistence of loss
--si tu non veneris ad me, ego veniam ad te
--strange thing mystifying
--cruelty without beauty
--a touch of brimstone
--unangled plane
--weight of water
--stoned circular
--remote viewer
--storm over jupiter

MARCH 2003

--every spider needs at least one victim
--the spider has to paralyze the victim
--the victim is without will from this moment on
--the spider now takes the victim to undress him
--the spider sets him in the desired position
--now the spider cocoons the victim
--(meaning the spider wraps the victim in plastic)
--when the cocoon is finished the spider watches the victim
--his artwork is done
--the spider now sucks out the victim
--the spider got what he wanted
--hello victim awake
--the victim gets back his freedom
--all this has always to be filmed
--no surprises
--a pachelbel convocation
--miniature two
--asperum aestimare fimi aliquid hodie
--seven years gone
--stars that shine darkly
--you could be my demon
--coordinated universal time
--useless, but not for long
--nothing short of
--a man ray kind of sky
--cream of the second coming
--long, long while
--the only vote that matters
--gone from here

APRIL 2003

--the parts that show
--reemergence
--the new black
--in your hands now
--feel of real things
--media weather
--this way through
--words without a song
--while we can
--the last blue before black
--before i begin
--dark market
--synergistic perceptions
--yesterday was dramatic, today is ok
--no one can see you try
--sister let them try and follow
--sea above, sky below
--backwards voyager
--long way to go with no punch

MAY 2003

--no stranger than that
--an ending (ascent)
--somewhere else, someplace good
--lo-fi rhapsody
--take-offs and landings
--wheel of earth
--rigors
--add it up
--you can't kill the rooster
--we have buffet
--demilitarized zone
--deep blue day
--always returning
--after hours
--faces and names
--gasping, scratching, clawing
--no ropes, no strings, no obligations

JUNE 2003

--the tumultuous upsurge
--green grow the rushes
--at the edge of everything
--where the birds always sing
--nothing left
--the view from below
--one other person
--lonesome town
--all in a day's work
--saturday morning
--the good old days
--love of the loveless
--dirty girl
--agony
--rock hard times
--restraining order blues
--lone wolf
--wrong about bobby
--numbered days
--fashion awards
--somebody loves you
--from here to infinity
--time stands still
--destruction site

JULY 2003

--ouroboron
--slo drone
--new groove loop
--hard left
--fuzz/locusts
--lathe speaks
--the resolution
--the morning of the sixth night it all ends
--sumac
--obsequey (the death of art)
--vodevil
--the better of two evils
--the bright young things
--para-noir
--slutgarden
--ka-boom ka-boom
--(s)aint
--the golden age of grotesque
--use your fist and not your mouth
--doll-dagga buzz-buzz ziggety-zag
--mOBSCENE
--this is the new shit
--thaeter
--comin' apart at every nail
--for the turnstiles
--see the sky about to rain
--motion pictures
--context
--losing the light

AUGUST 2003

--godmod grotesk burlesk drag
--verisimilitude
--one of us
--foreign corridors
--days that never were
--credit in the straight world
--bruise violet
--ceramic tincture
--whirl away
--heading for a spin
--return to night
--the nerves under your skin
--miniature one
--a split second of divinity
--circle of two
--more than equal
--drifting too far from shore
--groundswell
--the curve of the world
--falling from above
--double e
--devil's sidewalk
--leave the driving
--carmichael
--bandit
--grandpa's interview
--bandit
--bringin' down dinner
--sun green
--be the rain
--the idea of you
--perihelion

SEPTEMBER 2003

--my future is not yours
--big exit
--cloud relapse
--sunfall
--misdirection
--peccadilloes
--the price that you pay
--halo fourteen, track six
--the blind table
--strange estate
--from bone to satellite
--harmonic fragments
--black math
--shouting at the ground
--all that rises must converge
--the fifth mantra
--broadcast me a joyful noise
--please don't take my picture
--burn up
--the significance of secrecy
--duende
--lens by lens
--take a deep breath and count back from ten
--false positive
--shortfall
--aesthetic predicament

OCTOBER 2003

--rainfrog dreaming
--of the building of forms by vibrations
--ownliness
--long tones
--gray light
--conversation fear
--completing the circle
--stranger to these parts
--secret stigma
--towards the wind
--light a candle, light a votive
--the crossing of blessed and alkaline'
--near the horizon
--my wicked, wicked ways
--solitary navigation
--chill effect
--keys to composure
--higher breathing
--historical noise
--we float
--a tragic beauty
--ex mortem infinitum
--these fool things
--two shades of black
--silence between war
--phrygian in e
--where the earth meets the sky
--social occult machine
--revenue of fire
--resonantlighttones
--forlorn

NOVEMBER 2003

--lines to a great lord
--harmonic relation
--kyrie opening
--foregather in the name
--crawlspace
--gravity waves
--ancient ambience
--eleison closing
--at dawn
--in a miasma of malarial delusions
--where you'll find me now
--holland, 1945
--communist daughter
--ghost
--oh comely
--black sea
--beast of burden beast of prey
--counting in polish
--terror against terror
--ten rough tones
--from eli he did come
--shout the storm
--circling all 'round the sun
--not enough
--the 'e' emission
--sunning in the messy surroundings
--signal to noise
--new adventures in platonia

DECEMBER 2003

--beacon light
--inside passage
--too many hands
--au revoir petit chat
--here to go
--attic dwellers
--tonight is what it means to be dumb
--the beauty of sorrow
--through a hole in the air
--t.b. sheets
--when to spit and when to swallow
--joy in repitition
--la forme du temps est un cercle
--blank / blank
--someday soon
--unruffled
--refusal of leave to land
--sets and rises
--bathed in silver
--drowned in gold
--venerable degeneration
--further back and faster
--the secret place
--reflecting in shadows
--as strange as a conspiracy
--28:06:42:12
--trails of color dissolve
--pre-mortem

JANUARY 2004


--the end of primitive thought
--endless drone of madness
--separation of church and hate
--bye bye butterfly
--another tricky day
--star of bethlehem
--a comprehension exercise
--inconspicuous mendacity
--nothing else compares
--wide view
--glide
--neither here, there nor anywhere
--mercy of the fallen
--my trail of disgrace
--one of these days
--this light glares hard
--the sun beats so hard
--slip back to another day
--a simple day
--this day drags hard
--these days stall so hard
--sink back to another day
--cloudburst
--a dark, tired year
--a detuned radio
--darkest before dawn
--the state of decay
--the architects of law
--sealed within
--high pitch polytone
--down 2

FEBRUARY 2004

--different light
--in the missionary times
--karma and the blizzard
--broken town
--sunyata
--the grace of this world
--unsteady axis
--enter from the east
--dead weight
--sometimes climbing
--silence echoes
--a.m. world
--the play of the waves
--slow circles
--last wave
--the separation of church and hate
--quoklochitical detrimentations
--kicu: dichukitechal coverage
--ulkukatichol
--eschatological contemplated
--agnostics
--half of you
--what flows there like wine
--thought, not spoken
--he war
--a certain evening light
--keep on runnin

MARCH 2004

--maybe after all
--syllogistic piece
--creeping emptiness
--speaking ill of tone-deaf divas
--commendations
--your lucky day in hell
--together in free death
--a cold dark night on the spanish stairs
--sleep at the bottom
--pythagoras, refusing to cross
--a thousand quiet mountains
--the subtle flavor in the air
--nightwatch
--humidity
--all static and desire
--suspended grounds
--zero debt
--everywhere but inside
--echoing the sound
--the last bright light
--burnt the wing
--chaos out of patterns
--tu, sempre
--points
--walking without thinking
--content drift
--dead transmissions
--...or less

APRIL 2004

--the second fifteen minutes
--lactate's moment
--offerings
--elliptical microsounds
--solipsister
--awake but numb
--the sprawl
--get some go again
--the ragman draws circles
--less than you think
--at least that's what you said
--wishful thinking
--ammonia sheets
--back and to the left
--drowning at the speed of light
--a sanctuary of sorts
--a ghost is born
--the rhythm of the heat
--metaphor collapse
--tear the day to shreds
--shadows and echoes
--salting the earth
--the signs of my undoing
--atmospheric uncertainty
--casting your bread
--when things disintegrate
--kiss the dirt
--dancing on the jetty
--psychiatric co-morbidity
--gone tharn

MAY 2004

--when evening falls so hard
--one more reason to forget
--windshielder
--over the ocean
--do you know how to waltz
--counting backwards
--i could live in hope
--send me the light i need it bad
--two modes of understanding
--my head sounds like that
--maybe not with words
--a strangely isolated place
--the shackles of youth
--shifting the dream
--lightworks (slow)
--speak for me
--stretched landscape
--stride of the mind
--cages under cage
--one more spin around the line
--words support like bone
--family snapshot
--glorious frustration
--comfort zone
--with no leak at the seam
--the false promise of tomorrow
--viral ecstasy

JUNE 2004

--my finest defenses
--the hunger of memory
--wheelspinner
--your dark corona
--later phase
--verbose mode
--the eighth and final
--summer's lost heart
--sowing and reaping
--growing up
--more than this
--kinda i want to
--the fertile loam
--a gently chilled
--preliminary impact report
--through the night softly
--sans soleil
--bombay blood
--charity and hope
--annealation
--splitting sky
--almost like this
--how do you deal
--field character
--divinity and disease
--summer chill
--arisen vernacular
--long gone before daylight
--the darkness of the day

JULY 2004

--murmur of crushed grass
--albatross with iron wings
--broken crystal noise
--back to front
--celestial penance
--dance of the desperate breath
--too slim for suicide
--savage torpor
--nigritude ultramarine
--ascension depth
--aesop violation
--the next shiny thing
--inexplicable falling
--visor carnage
--in a blaze
--sanguinary potability
--planet of somnolence
--whoring for the road
--above the border
--arc descents
--singularities
--a dream upon waking
--all her might
--the mystery of iniquity
--not unconcerned but not alarmed
--relating to the ultimate purpose
--voluntary entropy

AUGUST 2004

--burning the blue skies black
--effects of the animal
--time waits
--inter arma enim silent leges
--fell a vitcim
--born of cold light
--the conflict of symbols
--recent axes
--crashing by design
--night one
--slowly learning
--inlitterati lumen fidei
--that illiterate light is with us every night
--botox death mask
--i want you to kiss me again
--rubbing inward
--worst case scenarist
--stoneglasssteel
--in the presence of something
--downing birds of prey
--i'm the ocean
--scenery
--slow drag
--the quiet companion
--tough mama
--going, going, gone
--dirge
--change in the weather
--empty hands
--walk where she walked

SEPTEMBER 2004

--lucid ascension
--a canopy of shivers
--winter arc
--turning from stone
--retention of mass
--zero gravity
--violated in her slumbers
--the seven sounds of dissolution
--niemand wird dich finden
--truth in passing
--burn you up, burn you down
--uplifting nihilism
--temple of the playa
--illimitable domination
--boulevard der dämmerung
--the morning of the seventh night it all ends
--nor gloom of night
--screaming from the parapet
--cruelness of time
--hollow blood
--i blink and she's gone
--false attribution
--we were alive
--the ideology of the absurd
--through the ice
--safety third
--deeper than earth
--the show must go on
--emboldened
--lazarus falling

OCTOBER 2004

--sharps and flats
--new jerusalem is near
--in nomine patris
--brittle
--the future is dark
--the last door
--recondite geometry
--insufficient prophecy
--new tomorrow
--siren of restriction
--mono
--the girl in the well
--leaving new york
--electron blue
--stained and scented
--the outsiders
--make it all okay
--another girl, another planet
--final straw
--i wanted to be wrong
--wanderlust
--aftermath
--high speed train
--the worst joke ever
--the ascent of man
--around the sun
--forever, then
--never my proud

NOVEMBER 2004

--future shock crowbar
--nil hour
--obligation and competition
--sublimatorium
--warning from the sun
--lower realm
--cold hand in mine
--to the end of night
--innocent and vain
--beneath the black wave
--near side
--darkening haze
--nihilisticomicon
--nesting instinct
--glacial eden
--unintentional tributary
--principalities of desire
--que clase de animal es usted
--canny peaks
--the two inevitabilities
--left for alive
--windtwisting
--repititious phenomenon
--stairwell acousticism
--further to the center
--mending the restless
--lockdown
--weeks, months, years
--a light out of the dim

DECEMBER 2004

--different on this side
--temptation's page
--a signifcant pull
--sedenslustia
--pathological renewal
--even though you heard a sound
--a turgid state of grace
--your prediliction
--in suspension
--a prayer between us
--certificate of the wound
--mercy mild
--in like the rose
--mercurial future, forget the past
--a cut below
--the next stage
--reweaving the pattern
--the seventh brings return
--phantasmagoric splendor
--prisms of no color
--the night's infractions
--pennies for the vendor
--wars and rumors of wars
--the morning of the eighth night it all ends

JANUARY 2005

--outnumbering the dead
--faded like charity
--pigtails and wasabi peas
--bunker archaeology
--eros and logos
--flotsam
--jetsam
--meshing
--inches and miles
--hope's dark glow
--in weiter ferne, so nah
--seen yet not understood
--fragment of light
--salvation and you
--the unsuspecting city
--lines of parallel
--fifth frequency
--empty line
--anticipatory stance
--strength of strings
--passion dearth
--chain daisy
--a soul in tension
--discomfort zone
--subclimax
--about anything, always
--open restrictions
--maintenance high
--wots...uh the deal
--regional effect

FEBRUARY 2005

--zones and areas
--eternal recurrence, part vi
--name of gratification
--incarceration of a flower child
--a coin in a frozen pond
--given to fly
--protein dirt
--artificial paradise
--tomorrow's gaining speed
--slowed, blackened
--two thousand, one hundred and eighty-eight
--regulations
--a small eternity
--requiem for ethan
--at the time
--grace of sin
--delaying the static
--ashes of daylight
--sidereal inseam
--on the wing
--a slight return
--nostalgia ii
--approximately infinite
--after the silence has returned
--barometric shift
--functions of linear scales
--false epoch

MARCH 2005

--the perfect cut
--the world outside
--rules and boundaries
--now that words have failed
--float a line
--down the dolce vita
--burn out the night
--bleed his brakes
--on guard
--binary duality
--pictures of matchstick men
--a place that you'd rather be
--a cherry ghost
--irresponsive
--an abyss in motion
--perfect just like me
--on the downlow
--yellow label silence
--downward chronicles
--keeping the company
--universal indicator
--reasons i can't find
--a guileless incomprehension
--ashes and sackcloth
--irrevocable edict
--resource guarding
--algebra of darkness
--a taste of cinders
--the violent spring

APRIL 2005

--backchanneling
--watch me burn
--fiefdom reversal
--das erscheinen muss weitergehen
--near and distant shores
--magnetic north
--never, never tell
--a bad place for something shiny
--another moment
--browning out
--pursuit and court
--platinum ashes
--so hard to define
--nana or a thing
--jumping your railroad gate
--expect slash hope
--situational abuse
--like-minded companions
--time is the essence

MAY 2005

--oversound
--all you want to be
--disillusionment and consequence
--trying to get around not hearing it
--the american precedent
--true aim
--dark spanish sky
--concerning distance
--leverage reversal
--draining
--moving in stereo
--shine in the dark
--redoctrination
--her ruminations
--falling together
--unsent
--der schwarze tag
--beside you in time
--live in this illusion
--choose to believe
--machinations
--silent oak
--not free
--winter light
--sins of scripture
--acid-laced cider
--slightly wrong, somehow
--antigod
--there and gone
--anger buzz

JUNE 2005

--rebel to sell
--on par
--no tomorrow
--to a wall
--dasheth thy little ones against the stones
--the age of solar
--your first song
--fight to control
--the breaks
--the epitome of hollow gestrures
--if it is fate
--anything but down
--some wishes of my own
--needle in the camel's eye
--the higher law
--the death of the day
--a pitiful anonymous
--palpable competition
--the gathering pool
--such a sweet, sweet thing
--late and little
--to the world and back
--the black lady of espionage
--what she finds there
--brilliant sluts and fire worship
--water over the bridge
--the salted trail
--persuasive irony
--the dark emotional hook

JULY 2005

--in times like these
--went to church incognito
--no mystical design
--the same old ground
--cathartic theatricality
--dead finks don't talk
--the best you've ever seen
--singed to blue
--a reasonable expectation of piracy
--dislocated
--the secret scene
--outrospect
--edge of the seat
--the feet of a harlot
--plausible accessibility
--drown your scars
--unsafe places
--the last refuge
--never acceptable
--glittery desiccation
--just another full moon
--fruitful paradoxes
--forty-five at four and a half
--deep america
--scattered for effect
--i got id
--slow and low
--polychrome chant

AUGUST 2005

--giving judas a try
--this supposed crime
--an absence of divinity
--tears and perspiration
--doppelgangling
--by the book
--the skin of her teeth
--fascist nexus
--the previous darkness
--a criminal act
--vicious metal hounds
--within the heart of pyrrhia
--a private life
--hard to do
--on the outside
--a fire in the sun
--teratogenic
--a terrible gravity
--degrees of severance
--of healing
--dancing for summer zero
--exchange and dissent
--melting down
--the cut that never heals
--longer waves
--no time or space
--it's gonna rain
--timesteps
--another rough september

SEPTEMBER 2005

--the size of your steeple
--the other shoe
--static state
--distant signal
--in my own time
--omitted results
--disbelief in transcendence
--ebbing the current
--paying nevermind
--smashed and exiled
--shining black hypocrisy
--yet another clown
--respect of decay
--the streets of rome
--a violent denial
--a leavening of filth
--eerie bliss
--not a girl who misses much
--our vexatious duties
--dirty dark streets
--half circle
--forward diversification
--the only way to be sure
--claws and talons
--after all is said and done
--hearing the sound
--the falling bombs
--spiritdecadencefortress
--pretending we don't exist
--such a heavenly death

OCTOBER 2005

--(finally found)
--si quieres
--passing shadowy lanes
--all sorts of far away
--beneath the manhattan skyline
--days on the border
--glossing the pelt
--bizarre celebrations
--no turning back
--industrialization and increased settlement
--best to hide
--welcome to dead space
--managing layers
--charity and rape
--cheering the war
--along a back road somewhere
--proper grounding
--ragged circle
--from whence I came
--a magic world
--commotion on the motorcade
--last acts
--bodies, rest and motion
--the base nine seven four symmetry
--centered above and below
--lowest term primes in the range
--half of the symmetric division
--the power of two
--lowest terms

NOVEMBER 2005

--commotion on the motorcade
--last acts
--bodies, rest and motion
--the base nine seven four symmetry
--centered above and below
--lowest term primes in the range
--half of the symmetric division
--the power of two
--lowest terms
--a crude sci-fi concept
--the unrevolving door
--cloistering cherubs
--down the snakes and up the ladders
--november ides
--secretly, invisibly
--such a pretty bruise
--booked for safekeeping
--a deaf world
--lingering on
--natural emotions
--procession of due
--fairweathering
--venting the terrible passion
--the stars above you
--too late to keep the change
--on the end of your fork
--here today
--shredding and plowing

DECEMBER 2005

--grinding the corn
--the exception this time
--observation post
--do it again
--columnated ruins domino
--brush the backdrop
--reigning red
--on a roll
--out of the aircrash
--a periodic composite sound waveform
--the paradox of the periphery
--with two Ls
--on our way to oslo
--don't go near the water
--rust to rust
--when i got my wings
--the old riff
--dishonest windows
--taboo erosion
--times and words and images
--breaking the L barrier
--not easily found
--letting it bleed
--the despair of the season
--no longer his dominant
--making everything succeed
--canvas the town
--the space between flames
--no longer their golden girl

JANUARY 2006

--year of brass
--scoring red
--heroes and villains
--skipping a groove
--les yeux sans visage
--out of the club
--bellyflopping into a river of blood
--retaining the balance
--flying through the water
--the vestiges of the church
--against my wall
--seeming like it
--a cork in the ocean
--'til i die
--getting along without
--your own game
--surf's up
--unspoken language
--who will stand alone
--i found out
--one act of kindess
--that much ego to spend
--on your honor
--after the effect
--a time for bitter things
--ophelia in the river
--a stronger wake
--tea and string
--laying bare

FEBRUARY 2006

--no matter what you say
--for the day
--lines of force
--i know there's an answer
--different oscillations
--2x2l calling cq
--the great disillusioment
--a voice from nowhere
--raging in the sea
--silence on the front
--keeping her peace
--the discipline of pirates
--signal regradation
--oh so sugarless
--the news that truly shocks
--the morning of the ninth night it all ends
--busting it wide open
--grave to cradle
--mourning sun
--tiling back
--workshopping
--what i'd be without you
--taken for lost
--plasmatography
--already working on my brain
--something else

MARCH 2006

--syncopated pandemonium
--storm signal
--celestrial voices
--cradle your snatch
--run rabbit run
--footshot
--silent crevice
--overreflection
--an innocent girl
--downgraded architextures
--what was sent
--under the mekong
--never learn not to love
--time to get alone
--nonritualistic transgressions
--she's good people
--underscoring
--the equinox of our discontent
--hostile return
--all fall down
--doing their number
--restitution of decayed intelligence
--forgetting the high
--where the desert roses bloom and grow
--very slow decay
--gloryline
--the problem of serenity
--the last thing i was going to send
--blood in hand

APRIL 2006

--shadow of moonlight
--sound and color analogy
--a rock in a landslide
--ever fallen
--goodbye to flesh and blood
--according to theory
--camoflauge your scars
--knowing better
--you know you need unique new york
--seven thousand macedonians
--for these times
--a new bracket
--shined and tarnished
--trying the soul
--sucking down
--lace of acid
--the look of terminal shock
--sooner than now
--playing both sides
--a glorious day
--premonitions of an evil deed
--north of salinas
--the ghost of the good mary
--a crippled plaything
--the hollowness of virtue
--sailing a jewel crown
--reason to go on

MAY 2006

--the prairies and the hillsides
--maybe the next one
--riding the dust
--not to be a stranger
--cease to resist
--never had a lesson
--the gift of submission
--putting down the pieces
--for free
--flesh against flesh
--as prerogative, not pejorative
--striking the unknown nerve
--health or glory
--opposition in tandem
--after the garden
--depletion of the femme population
--devil in the flesh
--might have been
--never was
--forgotten
--suspension and unbelief
--faith in repetitive lightning
--cursing the darkness
--drawn acoss the plainland
--burnt periphery
--progress progress failure
--the beloved one

JUNE 2006

--the fascination of the rain
--shadows and slatterns
--stranger trust
--exactly the same
--off the network
--rotating covers
--time and again
--dying for no one
--an incongruous aversion
--paling in your shadow
--promising the blade
--the flesh is cold red
--whiting out my name
--over contagious magic
--the lightning of early may
--darkening the glass
--orders from below
--public injunction
--noir ambience
--understanding the frequency
--the first dark ride
--cold embrace
--whaling stories
--mobilizing downward
--tempting you to defy it
--as strong as delilah
--an elegant decline

JULY 2006

--drawing the luck
--deep through the park
--half-empty vessel
--she is benediction
--beyond it all
--feel flows
--too tired today to hate
--exiting the wake
--i want to see the bright lights tonight
--walking on a wire
--spoiling for a fight
--shining in the light
--fifth of four
--this simple fact
--two months gone
--shoot out the lights
--let your warm hands break right through
--in from the street
--improper landing
--48 between r and q
--everything turning around
--eager to obey
--the luck of creation

AUGUST 2006

--a rarefied field
--cloud four
--breathe me
--dying for it
--extracurricular
--blotted out from the sky
--white city fighting
--insuperiority complex
--dreaded impediment
--timberline plummet
--pinging tuneless
--back to reaction
--stirring it with a stick
--innocence is bleeding red
--possibly maybe
--eviscerate your memory
--ocular asymmetricality
--scraping together
--taking it where you find it
--prayer in the wake
--the sun cure
--seducing narcissus
--dancing at dawn
--choosing the beggar
--sister morphing
--before they make me run

SEPTEMBER 2006

--where it hurts
--the limit of what we've got
--cold outside, but brightly lit
--sideline festival
--spectre of the future
--a thing or two
--spitting vitriol
--sideways descent
--in plain sight
--immediate future
--well in my palm
--red and folding
--less the poorer
--a lot like you were
--love lies bleeding
--magnets and miracles
--the danger of philosophy
--barely clearing the roof
--back on your feet
--new dawn fades
--everybody's exception
--their own verse
--so sad and sweet
--tearing the curtain
--just an empty space
--ocean storm, bayberry moon

OCTOBER 2006

--stars above you
--maybe for a while
--a good place to be
--still is still moving to me
--diamonds in the mine
--scratching at the surface
--phases and stage
--emergence of circulation
--no claims toward perfection
--ou es-tu, mon amour?
--the spirit of e9
--hands on the wheel
--the rough stimulation of an undiscovered nerve
--disquiet rising
--that's not me
--just a question of when
--down yonder
--forgetting the second wind
--stay all night (stay a little longer)
--too sick to pray
--desire to shred
--a fool for lesser things
--blamed for consideration
--mecagum les cinc llagues de crist
--kneeling on wire
--nothing i can do about it now
--swallow it down
--when the smoke clears
--the caution blocks you from the wind

NOVEMBER 2006

--not seeing tomorrow
--we don't run
--eros and logos
--another eulogy
--showing nothing
--revel away
--these things i'll be
--braving the rain
--false avatar
--the one that reaches for this
--how he loved the moon
--infernal cartography
--freestyling in trance
--the penultimate wave
--extraordinary doppelganger
--so much to do
--local memory
--to sacred and back
--like toy soldiers
--putting it mildly
--dignity reclamation
--your dark and ghostly guidance
--the long descent into the river
--nothing resembling a rush
--truly calling it your own
--jarringly resplendent
--the motivating factor

DECEMBER 2006

--reduction to reaction
--euthymic violet
--things we said today
--feedback inhibition
--don't get around much anymore
--how to use this weapon
--stumbling into the valley
--real shot down
--your tale of yesterday
--suiting us well
--drawing a heart
--dying on the vine
--so easy so far
--ripping the shackles clean away
--the most unoriginal sin
--dust and thick skin
--coming back for more
--by the time we got to oslo
--the only kind of evil
--the morning of the tenth night it all ends
--unexpected tenderness
--contrasting ideal
--i'm sorry, i'm lost
--all the things they said i was
--lifted like the sweetest angel
--pick up the tempo
--the right words to say
--no matter what happens now
--discretionary interest

JANUARY 2007

--a necessary adjunct
--silencing your sisters
--welcome to annexia
--accumulation
--willing the call
--the continuance of life
--waiting for the day
--i just want to see his face
--judah to ocean
--and on and on
--the spoils of a wasted life
--all the unbelievers
--a mess of help to stand alone
--knowing it's not real
--american tomb
--starting line
--a dream in a waltz time
--spread all the ashes around
--the middle and the plus
--informal at the latter
--drowning for days
--way down on shinbone alley
--the last day on earth
--damaged provider modules
--so empty here without you
--sick in his soul
--bitter just like them
--friend to the martyr
--no neutral ground
--balancing the books

FEBRUARY 2007

--seek nothing
--spatial disorientation
--hallowed by martyr blood
--changing of the guards
--where are you tonight? (journey through dark heat)
--torn between jupiter and apollo
--my own devices
--robbing the warm body
--baby's on fire
--with a person like that
--watching her undrape
--slow train coming
--a cloak of decency
--six underground
--falling through grace
--lay down your weary tune
--love minus zero
--trouble on the road
--sister's comin' home
--your memory won't die in my grave
--freedom within
--clamping the pit
--justification and arrogance
--nothing to hear, nothing to...
--our earth is too grey
--sweeping out the ashes
--wounds and mars
--the substance fades

MARCH 2007

--crossing again
--a story
--of a mystery
--a mystery inside
--worlds within worlds
--unfolding around
--a woman
--a woman in love
--and in trouble
--tonight the monkey dies
--jacknifed juggernaut
--god loves his children
--there's such a chill
--lock up their spirits
--falling, bouncing back
--crashed upon it
--nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate
--somewhere we will meet
--open up your skull
--handshake with carbon monoxide
--standing on the edge
--at no one else but me
--going for the ick
--waiting forever
--no matter how you try
--what did you get
--the howling beast on the borderline
--feasting on famine
--afraid of a light in the dark
--coming up with a vengeance

APRIL 2007

--so cold, and fine, and fair
--that light in your eyes
--falling slow
--will be mine
--stars gone out
--damn life
--all the venal shortcomings
--the first and last secret
--my dear xiola
--when you're trying to be so quiet
--if only tonight
--flashing dimly
--drinking mercury to the mystery
--when we fall
--caring to show
--in a world so white
--clearer now
--baby's got the bends
--nothing's going to change the world
--a minor sort of epic
--pretending the danger's not real
--live in the trees
--shame of it all
--nowhere to fly to
--the negatives of my life
--anywhere but inside
--dark satanic mills
--as you are to yourself

MAY 2007

--coming through in waves
--til we know it's safe
--09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0
--til we know it's safe
--painted on the head of a pin
--if i was your vampire
--putting holes in happiness
--the red carpet grave
--they said that hell's not hot
--just a car crash away
--heart-shaped glasses
--evidence
--are you the rabbit
--mutilation is the most sincere form of flattery
--you and me and the devil makes three
--eat me, drink me
--eden is burning
--bad trash
--dissolve
--drums and guns
--pretty people
--belarus
--breaker
--dragonfly
--sandinista
--always fade
--dust on the window
--hatchet
--your poison
--take your time (low)
--in silence

JUNE 2007

--murderer
--your violent past
--just stand back
--me, i'm not
--you should know
--stomping on the switches
--look right through
--joining the club
--elephant gratitude
--gazing back
--deeply in public
--retention of grace
--a stream of pure heat
--more than streetwise
--eventualities
--tipped scales
--technical details
--thinning the numbers
--roger and out
--all this is that
--downward ebb
--this is only a game
--the air was singing
--nothing could go wrong

JULY 2007

--never say forever
--universal corner
--beyond and back
--a sunken dream
--when the spell is broken
--a little bit terrified
--dimming of the day
--pour down like silver
--night comes in
--the crushing blow
--probably just turning
--colored headache grey
--furious balancing
--never catching up
--not knowing at the time
--stay of execution
--several degrees below
--a face for radio
--throw out the line
--you and whose army
--killing me by degrees
--after so long
--the souls of previous times
--good people
--a lot of it
--another one to compare
--beware of darkness
--leaving this town
--oblique strategies

AUGUST 2007

--down the line and back
--going to war
--among the helmets
--closer than that
--things we lost in the fire
--secret name
--cue the strings
--the day that we lost our souls
--bombscare
--hand so small
--i remember
--starfire
--two-step
--too profound and too pure
--bruised with numb surprise
--where it's warm
--on the edge of
--someone to do your dirty work
--thoughtless kind
--not enough for two
--too many words
--will the night
--wide-eyed revelations
--unsaid and unasked
--seeing it in the eyes
--cut through our bodies
--repeating and receding
--blue skies from pain
--my sins my own
--street legal
--more important things to do

SEPTEMBER 2007

--brokedown engine
--blood in my eyes
--here comes that cold sunrise
--the sundown of your blank stare
--after the honeymoon
--breathing without the mask
--either way
--you are my face
--impossible germany
--sky blue sky
--side with the seeds
--shake it off
--please be patient with me
--hate it here
--leave me (like you found me)
--what light
--on and on and on
--little white truths
--soon after the chapel
--backdrifts
--the degree of difference
--a good casting job
--words we will never take back
--attempted translation
--perfect just like me
--writing on the wall
--everything has its plan
--if i see it

OCTOBER 2007

--around the corner from forgiveness
--up the wrong tree
--going to live in l.a.
--if you try
--the gates swinging back
--the rush against the programming
--not trying to make a difference
--missing more every day
--what there was left of us
--you used to be the same
--radio cure
--war on war
--i am trying to break your heart
--another light that shines
--the fans and the enemies
--changing cars
--flaring geosats
--set the twilight reeling
--like a fucking root
--in shadows where we don't belong
--bought and paid for
--wearing only an infidel's grin
--the darkness brings cold
--it's a slippery slope
--debating math
--the ones that make you come unglued
--seducing a corpse

NOVEMBER 2007

--so far away
--couldn't help but follow
--a funnel of forgiveness
--spinning closer to the sun
--through somehow
--they'll never wake us in time
--wishful sinful
--invitation and invention
--dusting up
--from a great height
--prisons and math
--like diamonds in your hand
--you're going to need more
--i build this garden for us
--a way to get back home
--nashville was the roughest
--goin' to acapulco

DECEMBER 2007

--laying it down
--of my own free will
--fortune is waiting to be kind
--no secrets to conceal
--stealing the show
--hard candy christmas
--tears of rage
--getting over
--just like tom thumb's blues
--yesterday's wine
--waiting on the last train
--a fugitive safe at last
--the devil
--dear darkness
--grow grow grow
--when under ether
--white chalk
--broken harp
--silence
--to talk to you
--the piano
--before departure
--the mountain
--the morning of the eleventh night it all ends

JANUARY 2008

--loud and clear
--it was hot, we stayed in the water
--lift yr. skinny fists like antennas to heaven
--a game we used to play
--the calm of the eye
--the last day of our acquaintance
--try to understand
--the good soldier
--funny how time slips away
--lying here forever
--when the deal goes down
--you cause as much sorrow
--the great destroyer
--15 steps
--body snatchers
--nude
--weird fishes / arpegii
--all i need
--faust arp
--reckoner
--house of cards
--jigsaw falling into place
--videotape
--suspension
--urbanesque
--walk into the sea
--consolation in the stardust of a song
--tithing to the state
--salvation of desire
--the limitless potential
--so far from where i've been

FEBRUARY 2008

--right for you
--the land of the throat
--in a jugular vein
--all you have spread before me
--red birds will fly
--refinement of the decline
--knowing the difference
--gateway drug
--rapprochement
--stopping by
--the horizontal purple glow
--chartering applause
--angus dei
--full of good intentions
--the time of our great undoing
--ashes in your hair
--assemblage
--freeing the soil
--a vulgar fraction
--grave accent
--a circumflex
--little one
--micro sign
--broken bar
--going in the canon
--people ain't no good
--endings
--drifting like a satellite


MARCH 2008

--going to acapulco
--time everlasting
--below the radar
--blue corpse
--passed by the building
--seeking and finding
--learning to question
--sunspots
--condition of existence
--nobody home
--palandrone
--sailors run aground
--night sky darkens
--one of yours
--forcing the hand
--hiding it well
--cat's in the cupboard
--through a glass, darkly
--at arm's length
--running hot and cold
--my dark life
--a tourist at best
--swimming in the messy surroundings
--veteran of a race that should be over
--a bleached shadow
--streaming again
--a dry heat
--the distribution of the key
--keep talking

APRIL 2008

--separate ways
--shadows upon shadows
--to the third
--we came along this road
--like ugly needs a mirror
--cursing the light
--darker with the day
--over it
--die kathedral der bücher
--across all iterations
--fully cyndrical
--a soul that's been bought
--i've known no war
--taking it and going
--one idea too many
--all evidential standards
--next comes the purge
--circles and cycles
--light eclipse the moon tonight
--pruning back
--what i wanted you to feel
--requiem string melody
--articulate silences
--unborn and unblessed
--we're never going to make the light
--in the lime tree arbour
--drawing in and pushing away
--a few obstacles
--point and shoot
--denial of service

MAY 2008

--nobody's idea of a good time
--activepassive
--there is a kingdom
--where do we go now but nowhere
--with dark forbodings
--digesting ghosts
--flanging with the long a
--being what it is
--the last extension
--descending lines
--contiguous for twenty-two
--singing so loudly
--debris hubris ambergris
--the sinking of the titanic
--inflexible music
--the territories of the lost girl
--what there was to work with
--throw it on the fire
--something fundamental
--nowhere friends
--metronomic
--crossing in the night
--maintaining the dying star
--abscess of fear
--upward depreciation
--very far apart
--another version of the truth
--dreams reoccurring
--death and the corpsman
--soundtracking daydreams

JUNE 2008

--the breath between storms
--hereditary taint
--the long farewell of the hunger strike
--only found in the night
--ghosts of metal birds
--choosing my confessions
--a dark and laughing rain
--three days in rome
--get out the gun
--second thoughts at the start
--not your perfect kind
--the marble index
--avoiding repeats
--at the gates
--flavors of entanglement
--underneath
--several rows of needles
--into the record
--coronation of fire
--the breaking of the shell
--bittering the roots
--little wonder
--sticking drops
--water on the glass
--in a world we set on fire
--for days long dead
--for feelings that should never have ended
--supernatural serious
--horse to water

JULY 2008

--roll another number
--the dead flag blues
--realms of study
--when the plane took off
--hymn to a mechanical god
--hemisphere switchback
--one at a time
--when morning comes to town
--finalizing the details
--no quarter
--with all eyes on
--she's not for you
--indeterminate stasis
--the morning of the twelfth night it all ends
--no one seems to know
--the more tragic, the better
--invisible figures
--before hours
--right and proper
--fed by the others
--unexplored genres
--the better of what's left
--for amplified ensemble
--left of perpendicular
--the firmer core
--a lifetime of temporary relief
--old and under the ground
--waiting for the miracle
--knowing too much too late
--the lesser angels

AUGUST 2008

--taking the fall
--a voice in the melee
--trembling in our crutches
--for all the good it does
--all coiled up and hissing
--disquiet falling
--nowhere left to start
--eighth time around
--the trees they grow so high
--the adaptation requirement
--under zodiacal light
--mutual entanglements
--projection psychology
--knives out
--super extra gravity
--losing a friend
--sleeping in the ground
--it's a fire
--what you take with you
--there goes the neighborhood
--the perfect ending
--last of the cabal
--make it go away
--a condition of unknowable outcome
--cleaning the slate
--fortified against trivial mortification
--over the billboards and factories and smoke
--point end
--non mortuos sed implacatos
--signal in the sky

SEPTEMBER 2008

--the other big lie
--counting back from ten
--blood on my hand
--keeping in luxury
--nocturnal remission
--drowning in air
--dead moon ritual
--terminal beach
--death is the road to awe
--speeding across my hemisphere
--AM bifurcation
--fragmented waves
--slipping transmission
--window shopping
--setting the woods on fire
--half as much
--ten years gone
--unsunk ships
--some things broken, some things lost
--a beacon to lead us there
--recoiling in grace
--moth to the flame
--buying it new
--eric's trip
--strong enough
--the spark of addiction
--staring down the barrel of the middle distance
--kick the traces
--the divine master plan is perfection

OCTOBER 2008

--shorter days, darker mornings
--always another door
--backing down a notch
--tumbling dice
--living well is the best revenge
--escape velocity
--on the other side
--summer's song fades to memory
--across the miles
--getting it while it's hot
--left no friendly drop
--i know why
--the larval stage
--wrap my head around that
--no good in the end
--unsuffer me
--silver rider
--unextended
--the autumnal resurgence
--stretching 'til it breaks
--my half of the ransom
--same bullet, different trajectory
--sweet old world
--searching its still refrain
--she turned the light off
--out of the tunnel
--bring me alive
--explaining it away
--another ungrasped thread
--fruits of my labor
--world without tears

NOVEMBER 2008

--like some heroine
--within alien landscapes
--the words feel like stone
--never open the last door
--distant early warning
--to a point
--hanging off the bone
--and nothing besides
--you never will find yesterday
--for shame of doing wrong
--beat the retreat
--some new language
--burning through it
--people like that
--a bunch of six-inch pieces
--the city of candles
--doing your conscience alarm
--wall of death
--living in luxury
--watching the dark
--playing at regret
--clean clothes on a dirty body
--lose my mind and dance forever
--beyond harm
--owing one to you
--a clearing
--scrubbing out
--inside a twisted cage
--gradual colonization
--plain talking

DECEMBER 2008

--losing grip
--coordinated terror
--lights in the sky
--the four of us are dying
--moving further inland
--dreaming from the waist
--mostly gone
--ominous vine movement
--leaving no traces
--the comforting nightlight
--the old country waltz
--too many people
--like some cool river
--just so typically me
--your little horror
--back where we live
--the summer is hell
--smiling so kind
--just the motion
--the poor girl is taken away
--exhalation
--sweet ghost of light
--winter collage
--trying to divine you
--old and used
--lost in space
--pavlov's bell
--how it goes
--one more drifter in the snow
--borrowing time
--the closing of the year

JANUARY 2009


--chord sounds
--overland
--memory gospel
--sad for the rest
--the fall of the world's own optimist
--containment of substance
--false embargo
--smaller than life
--a perfect fit
--abandoned stories
--the sun never shines on the poor
--a minor third
--aflame with cold fire
--working the town
--under every rock
--shedding off one more layer of skin
--like a loyal whore
--knowing what i know
--a familiar motif
--where to draw the line
--shedding off one more layer of skin
--naming conventions
--intermittent surveillance
--all these things that i've done
--the bible-black predawn
--tempting chaos
--returning the compliment
--so semi-precious in your detached world
--whiling it away
--state-dependent retrieval

FEBRUARY 2009

--more than just a number
--time, truth and heart
--only making it right
--firstlight
--rating over
--closed radiant
--winding out
--perfected by blackened light
--pictures that have come to pass
--they can have it
--irregular around the margins
--the mission is extended
--the next ten
--our ghost in her wood
--down the interstate
--your impossible return
--not like everybody else
--no egress
--not for the season
--shake to clear
--out of the flesh
--heaven's blood
--going up
--everybody's happy nowadays
--providence is not earthen
--fritter and waste
--madrigals of the rose angel
--between song

MARCH 2009

--hidden refuge
--a point of no return
--sing the darker of
--your grasping expectations
--the dark side of this room
--a tournament of lies
--nowhere to be seen
--feed it off an aux speak
--renegade steer clear
--world serves its own needs
--continental drift divide
--the left hand of the dead
--florists four
--boxed and shelved
--every motive escalate
--solutions and alternatives
--the bottom track
--of questionable palatability
--stanco e nudo
--in her tribe
--a fleeting cameo
--no hay banda
--boite de nuit
--last song
--maybe 1
--little breath
--liminal
--disequilibrium
--particular dance
--between song
--passage

APRIL 2009

--maybe 2
--skeleton lines
--slow dissolve
--totentanz
--sweep 1
--rocking
--sweep 2
--mieke's melody #5
--killing hurts give you the secret"
--neap tide
--slack water
--ash tree
--avec absinthe
--dose the tabby
--the rod and the reel
--radio silence
--troubled midwest
--dampening the echo
--unstalked
--away from the farm
--damaged goods
--around that track
--damp sheets caught in a violent wind
--seeking reward in the ever after
--king harvest (has surely come)
--an emergency
--by my side
--half a page of scribbled lines
--perceptual defense
--remembering the second wind

MAY 2009

--every grain of sand
--magic and loss
--repay, do not forget
--mating rituals of the bespectacled ver. 2.2
--that's when i reach for my revolver
--someone else's history
--the work of attrition
--frequencies and colors
--j.l.i.a.t.o.y.o.
--almost a kiss
--songs in red and gray
--5/12 the past is a grotesque animal
--lost cause
--left in the dark
--from steeplechase to palisades
--starting to drift
--adoration and withdrawal
--taking a mile
--lost ones
--run straight down
--long distance
--what consequence it brings
--offend in every way
--stay safe tonight
--the sights that i have seen
--hiding the veins
--chemicals and sacred roots
--sleeping in every hallway
--fork in the road
--icons, abstract thee
--hissing fauna, are you the destroyer?

JUNE 2009

--my reference point
--the high end of low
--devour
--pretty as a swastika
--leave a scar
--four rusted horses
--arma-goddamn-motherfuckin-geddon
--black and white
--running to the edge of the world
--i want to kill you like they do in the movies
--wight spider
--unkillable monster
--we're from america
--i have to look up to see hell
--into the fire
--fifteen
--one promise that is given
--as a hidden fire
--breaking dawn
--si tu non veneris ad me, ego veniam ad te
--too little too soon
--standing offers
--angels breaking
--exterior drone cycle
--alien hand
--two humans being
--suffer for fashion
--on par with lethargy
--sink the seine
--cato as a pun

JULY 2009

--heimdalsgate like a promethean curse
--gronlandic edit
--a sentence of sorts in kongsvinger
--bunny ain't no kind of rider
--faberge falls for shuggie
--labyrinthian pomp
--she's a rejector
--we were born the mutants again with leafling
--voltaic crusher
--undrum to muted da
--derailments in a place of our own
--miss blonde your papa is failing
--a voice so strong
--the stars my destination
--late for the sky
--learning to fly
--giving in to infamy
--the price of solitude
--turning the page
--before we start
--delayer
--so much more
--when i get to the border
--we sing hallelujah
--chime
--the unloved sequel
--spinning off
--guten tag, herr stockhäusen
--intellects vast and cool and unsympathetic
--loss without magic
--self-injury special

AUGUST 2009

--twenty minutes longer
--pain and desire and pain
--the food chain at risk
--excessive vamping
--chordal patterning
--downtempo influences
--a highly synthetic sonority
--unsyncopated ensemble rhythms
--use of tonal harmonies
--meandering phrasing
--minimalist arrangements
--ambient synth textures
--thickly layered production
--deeper down
--one wing
--you and i
--you never know
--bull black nova
--country disappeared
--solitaire
--i'll fight
--sonny feeling
--everlasting everything
--you were so close
--turning points
--faux revolution
--monkeys braiding thread
--a maniqueen of depression
--the benefit of being true
--what with the whirlwind
--something of a catalyst

SEPTEMBER 2009

--meant to be painful and ugly
--stigmatosis
--most of the preceding
--maybe someday
--no sense to be found
--the primary visual inspiration
--when it all stops
--hate to say i told you so
--when i come around
--continental drift
--tonite it shows
--the kind you can't conceal
--you may not have given side impact collisions much thought
--gabriel's horn
--darkened windows
--death from above
--gray to orange to green
--the best world possible
--silent remnants
--turning minutes to hours
--the legend living on
--in spite of it all
--the first major misstep
--reading the label
--carbon core
--immersion
--the conflict of symbols
--beneath
--born of cold light
--the dark places of the earth

OCTOBER 2009

--ashen
--putrifying fire
--blood deep in dread
--the ambivalent abyss
--murderwrecker
--dog star descends
--permafrost
--push it
--why what was done was done
--waltzing's for dreamers
--meet on the ledge
--time will show the wiser
--t is the night of the demon
--withered and died
--twisting the knife again
--last shift
--hide it away
--mingus eyes
--placing trust
--dad's gonna kill me
--angels turn to devils
--eli's coming
--how i wanted to
--little blue number
--after years of waiting
--down where the drunkards roll
--a heart needs a home
--the road you choose
--on the edge of obligation
--in the early light
--the morning of the thirteenth night it all ends

NOVEMBER 2009

--a place where nothing ever happens
--peering into the corners
--give me strength
--a good year for the roses
--big white cloud
--nowhere near
--on the nose
--idée fixe
--chaos reigns
--the three beggars
--golden feather
--agonizingly hot
--dollars and cents
--at the heart of it all
--climbing up the walls
--another shift
--breaking the waves
--the next four
--textbook behavior
--sent off
--and sold out
--like snakes in chains
--natives in a ring
--wild honey
--hymn 43
--help is on the way
--no commercial potential
--brian's back
--downsurf
--moving in the right direction

DECEMBER 2009

--living just enough for the city
--love to see you shine
--why are you fearful
--port de la montagne
--no way to distinguish
--save me
--a girl in need of a tourniquet
--the forgotten arm
--false denials
--polyvinyl symphony
--turning the tide forward
--the redundancy of procreation
--diplomatic obfuscation
--illusory self-motion
--a sort of advocacy
--keeping the theme
--not of the body
--alone in the dark
--losing another one
--accustomed to loss
--overdrive
--hold the reins
--one way out
--another side
--say it's so
--year of mondays
--leaving greensleeves
--impatient and unwilling
--one liner
--a message to pretty
--there goes another one

JANUARY 2010

--tradewinds
--a minor aversion
--the constant
--hidden away
--only for today
--dirty hands
--seven cliques
--she's undone
--fade away
--gone out of your mind
--on track now
--horn of plenty
--eaves dropping
--service bell
--never ask me
--central and remote
--on a neck, on a spit
--sorry for the delay
--fine for now
--while you wait for the others
--ready, able
--costing a nickel
--walking the walk
--about face
--foreground
--statistical probabilities
--radial intolerance
--redaction
--tentatively post-ouch
--dal segno al coda
--over and out

FEBRUARY 2010

--the only skew
--taking my business elsewhere
--rig delayer
--windswept and downtrodden
--the long defeat
--clarity in reduction
--disrepresentation
--genes and hydration
--the reins of a waterfall
--wrong for so many reasons
--not going back
--sworn and broken
--screaming through the trees
--upconversion
--pitiful nostalgia
--sunken treasure
--this is the girl
--making up the difference
--a different road
--resolving the melody
--all for someone else
--unintended acceleration
--all these garish traumas
--a murder's worth of crows
--edge of reality
--world-building
--was love
--the reason that everything fell apart

MARCH 2010

--the end of the last night
--a humbling passion
--the evil that never arrived
--even if you're never awake
--a meaningful moment through a meaning(less) process
--the daughters of quiet minds
--compounds and elements
--early morning cold taxi
--hexerei im zwielicht der finsternis
--enter the hall of ice
--within the martian canals
--gravedancing
--there is another sky
--know thy enemy
--the imperfections of memory
--ghosts in the machine
--end of line
--cherished cruelty
--forever muted
--no exceptions
--an angry red nucleus
--the element of spirituality
--original sin's a bitch
--not my intention
--one of the better-kept secrets
--a symptomatic disconnection
--having someone cry red
--that kind of person
--making miracles is hard work
--in the new century
--many roving eyes

APRIL 2010

--reverting to a mirror-gazer
--all mine enemys whispers
--mystique d'une femme
--a line of reflection
--horror of horrors
--grudgingly admitting the possibility
--different definitions and needs
--subsuming whatever is left
--implied from the start
--dropping the bone
--threatening to rise at any moment
--black ribbons
--wake up
--triskaidekaphobia
--don't feed the animals
--the breaking point
--everything else is illusion
--god bless alabama
--all of this could have been yours
--fuck you i'm famous
--light in the sky
--summer of rage
--california via tennesse
--the illuminated
--when the radio goes dead
--the virtue of the double-sided design
--along the main divide
--clear night, port hills
--twilight conversation
--rainshadow near christchurch

MAY 2010

--rain receding
--the barracuda sequence
--downtown to vesuvio
--the road to diamond harbour
--winding it out in the high country
--nor'wester head on
--the last kakapo dreams of flying
--always ending in tears
--the sum total
--a personal boycott
--taking it all in stride
--the proper side of the fence
--reveling in it
--dressed to our trashiest nines
--edging closer
--the dictionary definition
--several years into the process
--falling behind so fast
--warming the bed
--allowing for such possibilities
--rattled to the core
--lest panic begin to set in
--a high percentage
--resuming the mission
--the bit about hallucination
--sealed the deal
--god bless the darkness of the night
--preening in the mirror
--in no particular rush
--movement of the strands
--the blunt part

JUNE 2010

--ample if on time
--letting it go
--when it starts getting fun
--serious about aftercare
--and now i knew
--possible to fake such things
--the same all over
--perfectly civil and matures
--shocked at my own pretension
--stopgap
--explaining it thusly
--international operations
--alternating with the sighs
--conscious of the fact
--strong credentials
--scritches on the head as we chew
--the tragic figures
--solstitium fulminate
--wine and fog
--planning on it
--back down the slide
--physical memories
--october language
--lost in the blood
--mysteries of the organ
--eternal winter
--inclementally downwards
--off hands
--come, the bells toll
--ash covers flesh

JULY 2010

--inherent theatre
--the following of the track
--all the pretty little horses
--the wraiths and strays of paris
--crawling spirit
--clockwork black
--noneflexed
--simmering
--the broken wheel
--for us they will
--amazed at the turn of events
--a world where the dead are worshipped
--bought and sold
--like rock and roll
--name your price
--tango, lies, and exploitation
--getting what they want
--the brightest lights you ever saw
--no questions asked
--this world belongs to them
--now they can keep it
--a regulated transmission
--fear of the end
--the burning tower
--silent like a focus
--makes me feel like judas
--what room i'm really in
--the queen of hearts will break me
--face down like a needle in the vein
--in the black and out of control
--haunted by the impression

AUGUST 2010

--i see you standing in the rain
--antigone speaks about herself
--a good tousling
--something sweet and wild
--filling the space
--it's like this
--destructo swarmbots
--cleanse me of earth
--engine block cellular
--fading to bloom
--river of water of life
--pictures of her work
--...and back down again
--overwhelmingly so
--wiser heads prevailing
--a real western story
--nothing to add
--it's getting boring by the sea
--i heard ramona sing
--threshold
--teenage dream
--sleazy bed track
--radiating discomfort
--a mid-coital pieta
--jolting awake
--being reconfigured is not the same as being reimagined
--immediate anachronism
--filling in the blanks
--salt marie celeste
--an accumulation of vermin
--soundpooling

SEPTEMBER 2010

--stereo wastelands
--shipwreck radio
--times of grace
--paranoia in hi-fi
--dream attic
--the money shuffle
--among the gorse, among the grey
--haul me up
--here comes geordie
--demons in her dancing shoes
--crimescene
--big sun falling in the river
--stumble on
--sidney wells
--a brother slips away
--bad again
--atonal
--terminal
--new toxic force
--the last you'll know
--under the surface
--shadow of a shadow
--end of the harvest
--the road to sovereignty
--seven steps toward the rainbow
--new jerusalem is near
--patchworking
--darkside return
--she touched the stone
--among the b-sides

OCTOBER 2010

--the timberwolf enviroment
--scorn, death and grief
--dropping rocks
--dissecting laura
--the black lodge edit
--music of the spheres
--helping to bury the light
--lullaby for the fearless child
--the song of atonement
--the circle of fair karma
--metallic spheres
--cirrus minor
--up the khyber
--cymabline
--a spanish piece
--obscured by clouds
--when you're in
--burning bridges
--the gold it's in the...
--childhood's end
--deep enshrouded
--bloodbathing
--infractions major and minor
--the final obstacle
--waves of libido and adrenalin
--scratching to start
--scary and exhilarating and between
--welcome to them
--slow life
--squall
--licking my wounds

NOVEMBER 2010

--warming the bell
--death valley '69
--satan is boring
--moon environment
--in the wood
--merging with grace
--brought to enlightenment
--why you fail
--embracing the space
--the duration of it all
--smog moon
--bigger things to do
--the darkest corners for having fun
--squalid criminals
--gesture signal threat
--a bearer of unconditional things
--unpacking the negatives
--accelerated decrepitude
--an art of discipline
--the persistent sense
--lizard point
--unfamiliar wind
--lantern marsh
--the story begins
--ben harper's downfall
--ben's prison companion
--the preacher's plot
--uncle birdie
--john hates the preacher
--the preacher strikes

DECEMBER 2010

--the children hide
--the children flee
--pearl's dream
--hunted
--rachel defends her charges
--the conclusions
--between the sparks
--transferred wholesale
--the final arc of the rollercoaster
--hunted to extinction
--red nights
--long way around the sea
--taking down the tree
--one special gift
--no doubt from experience
--if you were born today
--after i ran dry
--at the peak
--right on schedule
--the trick to maintaining
--when not diluted
--the remnants of civility
--claiming complete and total innocence at the time
--the occasional allnighter
--an expected ultimatum
--faulting the logic
--nowhere close to such things
--the purloined shelf
--all the more daunting
--generic house
--primarily ancillary

JANUARY 2011

--like a new emotion
--as an incentive
--no matter how casual and laid-back it might strive to be
--lights down low
--and probably with someone else
--long time gone
--the first of many
--illustrating the point
--not just the cool kids
--melting loop trip
--a long time running for the suicide strays
--crooked site winding
--exquisite sender
--third guest
--tightrope's ailing
--the prayers came to an end
--one last sunrise
--no escape
--horizon line
--our last, best hope
--wind in the wires
--under the ice-cold surface
--falling into disrepair
--discourse of the other
--the air down there
--metal in the head
--ridge and furrow
--a wake pattern
--desert poly
--down the trench
--try to sleep

FEBRUARY 2011

--you see everything
--witches
--done
--majesty / magic
--nightingale
--nothing but heart
--something's turning over
--c'mon
--don't carry it all
--last breath
--looking out for hope
--the rejection in question
--bringing down the czar
--how they twist 'round the room
--the sun's darkened angle
--alighting the ropes
--submitting to embarrasing capture
--everything keeps dissolving
--the universe is a haunted house
--it's either ether or the other
--the stars have grown old
--one day your eggs are going to hatch
--and some very strange birds are going to emerge
--especially broccoli
--momentum, thwarted
--such radiant pollution
--a cold slow shock
--the dreamer is still asleep

MARCH 2011

--wise words from the departing
--absorbed it into your system
--dreary time in oregon
--the first and last chime
--a short term effect
--thrashing in the water
--sour yellow sounds
--a day without substance
--collapse into now
--discoverer
--all the best
--it happened today (camellias redactus)
--überlin
--oh my heart
--every day is yours to win
--mine smell like honey
--walk it back
--alligator / aviator / autopilot / antimatter
--that someone is you
--me, marlon brando, marlon brando and i
--aded wisdom, locked karma, whatever's convenient
--naked and blue
--just the slightest bit of finesse
--the city and her skin
--selling the bridge
--your eddies and tides and hurricanes and cyclones
--madcap manhattan weekend day zero
--madcap manhattan weekend day one: manhattan
--madcap manhattan weekend day two: williamsburg (fucking hipsters!)
--madcap manhattan weekend day three: back to manhattan to hunt the natural history whale and the wild egg cream
--madcap manhattan weekend day four: hunting the wild lilah, entering la monte young's dream, and ignoring the rain

APRIL 2011

--madcap manhattan weekend day five: it's easier to leave than to be left behind (it's pulling me apart), leaving was never my proud
--back on the chain gang
--over the undercurrent
--historias de danzón y de arrabal
--a wholly necessary cacophony
--y en los rincones son las seducciones una danza de exquisita debilidad
--hay pecados que dejan marcado el corazón
--so much to die for
--blown off this mountain with the wind
--notes from the underfoot
--confusion and art
--later rather than sooner
--at least on paper
--fates turning around in the overtime
--remaining unconvinced
--as we stumble to the shore
--i've told you this before, i can't say it anymore
--shots & ladders
--sleep at the bottom
--because you stood still
--whitetail
--there is always a soundtrack
--who'll tell
--cathedral in flames
--nature is a language
--heaven's blade
--grace kelly blues
--packing blankets
--tiger in my tank
--selective memory

MAY 2011

--marie floating over the backyard
--blinking lights (for me)
--the last time we spoke
--going fetal
--knowing your enemy
--don't worry, that guy's gotta see us
--a fertilizing rather than a destructive event
--burying the dead so quickly
--write your initials with mine
--a crashed car with a history
--the great song of indifference
--sax and violins
--remember the day
--we're the same
--following the same sound
--in reverse
--if time permits
-- write your own song
--worse to live
--into your drug
--missing time
--until you break
--the exodus is here
--your sweet voice
--divine intervention
--until you break
--looking at the sun
--smash the mirror
--don't let go the coat
--trying to get through
--trick of the light

JUNE 2011

--changing the game
--run like hell
--your favorite disguise
--an unmaterialized entourage
--she likes transparency
--throwing away the key
--just five minutes
--stuck with the venom
--daily records
--two of the lucky ones
--facing the crowd
--watch the body writhe
--mom says
--storing a cloud
--searching for my mainline
--it's doing me harm
--spiral insana
--nihil
--reserving comment
--known from the beginning
--failed vision
--projecting polite disinterest
--compounding the drudgery
--freshly blackened eyes
--the broken places
--being the one
--sevastopol
--the low hum
--rocketing down
--lie down in darkness

JULY 2011

--blue moon
--the right thing
--stella maris
--the violent bear it away
--lacrimae
--when you are old
--stomp gravity into the floor
--a new take on faith
--hear the song rearranged
--the wisdom to reconcile this thing
--a city half erased
--shot in the back of the head
--wait for me
--a seated night
--study war
--stock radio
--hope is gone
--ghost return
--slow light
--one time we lived
--stay down
--over the hills and far away
--down by the seaside
--vanilla and beyond
--can't get away
--achilles' last stand
--carapace hides the delicacy
--mantis intentions
--premonitions of circular clouds
--folded space
--dreaming of the edge of the knife

AUGUST 2011

--the silver shines so hard
--til the light kills the day
--made of stars
--the haunted radio
--a concise history of the machine and the skull
--all the myriad ways
--handstapleforehead
--ascending and descending sequences
--scaling the radio tower
--the work of art in the age of cultural overproduction
--methane, extinction, and the absence of divinity
--the stain that darkens
--a rolling of the eyes
--circuits like freeways
--watching the watcher
--set the controls for the heart of the sun
--us and them
--you gotta be crazy
--raving and drooling
--charade you are
--wearing the inside out
--two suns in the sunset
--that's the way
--the hiding sea
--the starvation feast
--a faint metallic glow
--profusely branched
--superterrain
--her invocation
--nightfall sunshine
--the revolution's pride

SEPEMBER 2011

--a thousand lights in a darkened room
--the technological womb
--the last days of true heathenism
--the disquiet entities
--waveguides
--in god's eyes
--face the change
--melting in the sun
--all the voices
--biting bullets
--johnson's aeroplane
--i send a message
--same direction
--red red sun
--one x one
--falling down the mountain
--once more with feeling
--summer of roses
--family bible
--the words don't fit the picture
--we'll sweep out the ashes in the morning
--one hell of a ride
--on es-tu, mon amour?
--that's all it took
--memory motel
--sing me back home
--who'll buy the wine
--the taste of summer on your skin
--a target for faraway laughter
--exposed in the light

OCTOBER 2011

--random precision
--the cross fire of childhood and stardom
--a legend or a martyr
--bucking the steel breeze
--threedifferentones
--the arrow on the doorpost
--where many martyrs fell
--power and greed and corruptible seed
--a cyclone wind on a stream engine howler
--slipping the reins
--nobody can sing the blues like blind willie mctell
--this flower is scorched
--a selection of errors
--mudmen
--goodbye blue sky
--high time, cymbaline
--free four
--speak to me
--absolutely curtains
--one of my turns
--lost for words
--the thing that should not be
--a resounding thud
--underneath the bottle
--waves of fear
--the last shot
--raining twilight coast
--solace from amateur hour
--agony of pleasure
--the executioner
--the chooser and the chosen one

NOVEMBER 2011

--brandenburg gate
--the view
--pumping blood
--mistress dread
--iced honey
--cheat on me
--small town girl
--frustration
--little dog
--dragon
--junior dad
--the continuous accident
--on the edge of certainty
--flatline receiver
--second transcendental component
--in the face of descent
--when all you see is light
--inseparable from the void
--beyond the threshold
--pink turns to blue
--newest industry
--indecision time
--dreams of dead names
--frontier chemistry
--way out there somewhere
--termination shock
--hollow direction
--the great machine pulse of dormant revulsion
--beginning of the labyrinth
--radiation generation

DECEMBER 2011

--wandering in forgotten rain
--infinite is eternal
--paralytic state
--perimter one
--reading the leaves
--this murky emptiness
--blinding light
--line and color
--drastic eventually
--the third and final report
--fire upon that crooked cross
--transverse effusion
--nosedive
--a vernacular surface
--form in fascination
--transitional pathway
--simple headphone mind
--favourite moments of mutual ecstasy
--an awkward pause
--insomnia and anxiety
--farther into the sun
--the difference between
--colour sound oblivion
--the somnambulist in an ambulance
--...and the ambulance died in his arms
--these escape attempts
--a precious green notebook
--a list of betrayals
--the disappearing dislocation
--skiffing across the water
--the dreamer is still dreaming

JANUARY 2012

--repeated in various arrangements
--household apocalypse
--the occasional reversion
--it wasn't me
--rising and converging
--her smile is contagious
--all about diffusion
--decisions and consequences
--letting go
--she reminds me of you
--people lie all the time
--pinned and mounted
--what if we could?
--with the flies
--hidden in the snow
--a thousand details
--one particular moment
--can't take it anymore
--how brittle the bones
--please take your hand away
--cut into pieces
--the splinter
--an itch
--hypomania
--under the midnight sun
--aphelion
--you're here
--the same as the others
--a pause for reflection
--while waiting
--the seconds drag
--later into the night

FEBRUARY 2012

--parallel timeline with alternate outcome
--another way of caring
--a viable construct
--revealed in the thaw
--we could wait forever
--oraculum
--great bird of prey
--the heretics
--a pair of doves
--the sound of forgetting
--of secrets
--man, we was lonely
--on the turning away
--music for the head ballet
--elements of the table
-- getting dark around the corner
--receptacle selling
--the third treatise
--tandem in conjunction
--toward the low sun
--furnace skies
--sometimes i forget you've gone
--moon on the land
--rising below
--the pier
--rain song
--that was was
--ashen song
--you greet her ghost

MARCH 2012

--chamber of winds
--fluttering under my skin
--a waterclock
--a ball-jointed doll
--a broken piano
--greenlit
--sees no tomorrow
--red sun shines on
--this constant noise all the time
--it's the last catastrophe
--place your bets on chance and apathy
--the only one i see
--neurodegenerative
--the earth whispers
--in the tempest
--news from howland
--these ideas never lasted long
--if your life depended on it
--and now, nothing
--scarlet dust
--derelict world
--uncertain shelter
--constant descent
--the way to infinity
--interstellar semantics
--the all-important wherewithal
--a balance between solid and void
--(untouching) sleep
--the narrow way
--soul cleansing
--darkness in the north

APRIL 2012

--seen that hope before
--the night is beckoning
--can't touch the restless sky
--rest your aching limbs a little bit
--sheer and very high
--exploiting a strength
--authority from consensus
--the standard is inhibited
--deeper and broader
--the outside glow
--overbounding the steps
--paradise disowned
--as it always was
--the notes beneath the surface
--vouching for the mouse
--a hushed and rapt silence
--knockknockknock
--commanding in the name
--for the third, fourth, and fifth time
--the coming of jah
--an unavailable citation
--epistemological emphases
--evolution of research
--something's going to break
--the information need
--never to know how the enemy feels
--nothing to sell
--your voice is not enough
--a little bit crass
--no less vulnerable when protected

MAY 2012

--less us all
--pawns in a fairy tale
--of some persuasion
--metastatic response
--calculating precision and recall
--four minute symphony
--the mouth is indistinct
--unthrifty loveliness
--your painted counterfeit
--the brave day sunk in hideous night
--your painted counterfeit
--this bloody tyrant time
--of plagues, of dearths
--a modest kind of truth
--an embodiment of joy
--to breathe and not die
--if you know who to ask
--the fully harshed mellow
--but not yet official
--in the dim light
--and runneth over she did
--ave maria ad micturiendum est
--raindrops from the sun
--not for the first time
--contact, warmth
--gauging time
--the free hand in focus
--writing down to the level
--alternating the aggression
--leaning is natural
--evidence of the existence of grace

JUNE 2012

--chicago breakdown day one: journey to mars
--chicago breakdown day two: gushing at the pirates
--chicago breakdown day three: it's hot in the poor places tonight
--chicago breakdown day four: aeronautical arachnids and shiny, shiny beans
--chicago breakdown day five: detour through the fremen
--six years to the day
--the cold hard truth
--when the feast began
--pre and post
--our big moment
--tender is the night
--ruined from underexposure
--waiting for that feeling
--the old maxim
--packed with new faces
--it took the night to believe
--wine and fog
-- the iron soul of nothing
--rapture, at last
--numbed by her light
--the sudden ebb of a diatribe
--hunting & gathering
--scorched moon
--black one
--monoliths and dimensions
--the shot crane
--speaking of summer
--tensing to an extent
--slightly more, slightly less
--on some faraway beach

JULY 2012

--what i would imagine
--a shaky sense of diction
--the least of the virtues
--heart of the sunrise
--peaking too late
--meowing and licking their hands
--a transitional brouhaha
--blood swamp
--the guts to break
--veteran of the psychic wars
--beyond complimenting
--the rank and file
--in perfect sync
--trying to assess the damage
--single but big
--a three cat night
--tilting at every windmill
--letting them die
--false activism
--seeing it from a mile away
--the academy in peril
--thinking about what's mine
--play for lost time
--the color of tv
--nothing but commitments
--no commercial potential
--nullis pretii
--memory and machines
--feeding the beast
--under every radar
--a girl without a country

AUGUST 2012

--less than happy to oblige
--holding and leaning back
--running from the blade
--hiding between the pages
--setting fire to the ocean
--victory in pyrrhus
--going vestigial
--cold august nights
--the phone, the tv, and the news of the world
--little sister syndrome
--heady early days
--the worst word that she could think of
--the democratization of it all
--nothing you havent' seen by now
--resting on a turtle
--a stage of development
--next year in new jerusalem
--from woodstock to altamont
--saying their piece
--untz-untz-untz
--nightsea wind
--the door opens
--a backwards stripe
--sandstorm in purgatory
--behind the mask
--unease motif
--the way we lived, the things we did
--black lodge rumble
--birds in hell
--teresa's autopsy
--the mill fire
--dark mood woods

SEPTEMBER 2012

--circumference of a circle
--another green world
--empty landscape
--not looking back
--hands off, down
--joining the organization
--pushing midnight
--the perfect moment
--palindromic
--the visibility of her face
--a debilitating case
--or any other combination
--primary, secondary, tertiary
--no clock in the room
-- a birth of sorts
--needing to move on
--dozens of times before
--on the subject of fair
--always her mission
--all the different violets
--better than this
--twice in one night
--the regional definition of ordinary
--ratcheting up the curiosity factor
--dwelling in their past
--orphans and widows
--breaking the girl
--my ghost likes to travel
--all sounding very sweet
--a mere coincidence

OCTOBER 2012

--narcoleptic or not
--but not roses
--learning to live on your own
--as we walk into the night
--the whole of it
--the law of logic
--pre-eminently a creative animal
--all moral renewal
--like a hyacinth
--as profligate as if I were blonde
--after the pathfinding
--to spare myself little sleep
--by some external circumstance
--recurring on that interminable list
--roughly fluffed
--the usual startling maneuvers
--damnable romanticism of pure hearts
--some crime lying on my conscience
--still aching and giddy
--attacks of the sublime and the beautiful
--inexorably approaching
--to give her such cause of suspicion
--answering with gait and entrance
--the brave day sunk in hideous night
--making a famine
--so fond of the tomb
--an unacceptable audit
--oversnowed and bare
--defaced by a ragged hand
--moments of such positive intoxication
--plucking the keen teeth

NOVEMBER 2012

--the world and its fading sweets
--time doing its worst
--moments of such positive intoxication
--shade for wandering
--the sorry season
--devouring her own sweet brood
--spitting in the lock
--defeated, re-emerging
--so useless to reason
--a look of sorrowful perplexity
--a different hue, a new tone
--solo or self-directed
--genre terms
--parts of a different body
--for which it stands
--an abhorrent vacuum
--the double standard
--what to do with the information
--the mourning dream
--beginning desanguination
--a front row seat
--chamber of winds
--body feet head
--time fades away
--don't be denied
--yonder stands the sinner
--out on the weekend
--world on a string
--tonight's the night
--journey through the past

DECEMBER 2012

--mellow my mind
--new mama
--borrowed tune
--through my sails
--saddle up the palomino
--homegrown
--will to love
--four strong winds
--barstool blues
--field of opportunity
--comes a time
--already one
--nowadays clancy can't even sing
--all the same
--time hasn't told
-- talking in rhythm
--just counting the score
--between the lines of age
--loose change
--scatterage
--descent to the zenith
--setting down
--hell's earth
--angels of darkness, demons of light
--father night
--a multiplicity of doors
--old black
--hung from the moon
--the 14,450th day
--plagues of angels
--a broken ouroboros